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EnducedEnducedthese fucked up feelingsdestroy my eyesthey bleed with these hate enduced criesunable to graspthese feelings never seem to lastthe love i give only to be rejectedim so sick of tryingfuck you thenif you're only lyingi could care lessnot reallyi always say thatjust to feel less guiltyfor the way i handle these situationsof lonlinessi push myself to caressyour beautiful facebut stillit wont erase the pastand how u created my anger and painit drove me insanei couldnt even help to cryalways wondering whyeverything i did seemed so wrongbecause you never looked onmy waynothing i would saywould ever help me to be seenby youi only knewif i could even carethen you still wouldnt be thereso i just quitacted like i didnt give a shitbecause trying was worthlessyou always wanted morethan i was able to giveyou took away my will to livei dont know whyyou arent that greatbut you seemed so great to meeveryone noticed youbut not before meonly i could see
The Rubble Among Methe rubble among meit all is gone nowbroken and shatteredit burst into flamesalong with what matteredwhich actually is nothing you sayi guess i will understand somedaythe day these feelings leaveand i will finally consevesomeone that actually knows who i amand where i want to goin my lifei hate your facebut you cant erasethese words i am spitting at youyou never knewhow much you meantto meyoull seewhenever im not thereand you cant find me anywherewithout seeing me with herand im not surewhatever you wantedseemed so unfairbut i couldnt carelessi always seem to turnand bend myselffor whatever you wanted or neededbut you seemed to just smack my faceagain and againuntil it bleededbut my wounds healedand i concealed my painthen it was later washed awayby the rainall those words you spokewere in vainyou are all gone nowbroken and shatteredyou burst into flamesyou never mattered
Dismembered Affectiondismembered affectionshe came to me unexpectednever to be rejecteda feeling so real and unknowndont press me against the walli cant holdi stare to whats belowi cant understandwhy she makes me feel so hollowshe undestands my feelingsand i reach with her to seewhat everything has become of mereaching for her handi dont want to understandwhy the anger wont cease when i commandthe pain and the sufferingthe thoughts and the memoriesthe unfought victoriesstill roam my mindfeelings i cant leave behindi stare to whats belowi cant understandwhy she makes me feel so hollowshe understands my feelingsand i reach with her to seewhat everything has become of methe feelings seem to recentthe anger seemed too newuntil i met youthats how i used to bethats how its supposed to enda teenager bent on distructionof himselfbut you wont release meyou understand who i amwhere i want to bei want to become something truei want to become someoneor something elsesomeone like